I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night - Galileo Galilei.

Just only gonna play the fool one time.
"I can't get it back, I don't want it back. I realized that he doesn't know how to act. Never been a dumb girl, no I'm not dense. I just had a slight lack of common sense. Tried to settle down and look what I get. Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet.
I was the good girl, he was the bad guy. I'm thinking one. He was thinking plenty. Eventually, love for me, he didn't have any.
I was inviting him into my heart, he was out drinking with some girls at the local bar. He was my night time, thought I was his star. Guess I was wrong, but you see, I'm strong. Won't take long for me to move on.
Please don't worry about me, I'm fine. Just only gonna play the fool one time. Trust me when I say that I'll be OK. The one thing I wan't is you not to stay.
The mistake I made is clear, we never should've been together. That's the reason you're not here and I know that I can do much better. Not a single salty tear, not a feeling in my chest. Actually, I'm feeling no stress. I'm too fly to be depressed."
You can bandage the damage but you never really can fix a heart.
"It's probably what's best for you, I only want the best for you. And if I'm not the best then you're stuck. I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind. Like you're pouring salt in my cuts.
And I just ran out of band-aids, I don't even know where to start. 'Cause you can bandage the damage but you never really can fix a heart.
You must be a miracle worker, swearing up and down. You can fix what's been broken, please don't get my hopes up. Tell me how could you be so cruel?
It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts."
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And then... You disappear.

7 months ago - 145 views
And then... You disappear.
"If I beg and if I cry would it change the sky tonight?
Will it give me sunlight?
Should I wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?
When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared. The more I think about it, the less that I was able to share with you.
I try to reach for you. I can almost feel you, you're nearly here, and then...
You disappear"

Perfect for fall.

8 months ago - 215 views
Perfect for fall.
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Things could be better, we used to be happy.
"You thought we'd be fine, all these years gone by. But now I'm your asking you to listen and then I'll tell you about everything. And please no lies, not this time.
You've got them on your side, and they wont change their minds . I don't want it to be over but I'm feeling like we've missed out on everything. I just hope its worth the fight.
Cause this is a battle and this is your final last call. I don't want to let you go. But this was a trial, you made a mistake, we know. Can't you see you hurt me so... But why aren't you sorry, why arent you sorry, why?
Things could be better, we used to be happy, try...
 
This is a battle,
and it's your final last call."
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And smile at the gates cause their hate don't belongs to you.
"She was a soldier. She always was. Left this city to fight for her dreams. And she fell in love to music. She was just a kid. She didn't have time to be sorry for what she did.
And I said hey, girl. What are you crying for? It'll be okay in the end. And if this life doesn't give you the love you expect, there's always the next.
He was a pretty little city boy, an answer to her prayers. He called her to tell he'd fallen in love with her. He sang like an angel, loved like a friend. He made the soldier believe she could live again.
When he said hey, girl. What are you crying for? It'll be okay in the end. And if this life doesn't give you the love you expect, there's always the next. So I'll be a gambler, you'll be home free. And I'll marry Texas and you'll marry melody. So love, my little soldier. Fight for what's true. And smile at the gates cause their hate don't belongs to you."
You must admire me spending so much time on me consuming your head.
"It's really been weighing on me. Tell me what did I do? To have ya'll hating on me, when I don't have nothing to prove. Sometimes I shake my head when I'm laying down in my bed. Thinking 'bout the things been said, when you really don't know me yet.
It's really been weighing on me. I'm not myself lately, I feel a little incomplete. But I'm not gonna lose any sleep. I keep it all in my mind, cause I got better ways to spend my time. Why don't you live your life and let me live mine?
I gotta clear up some things. There have been many things said about me. So many opinions, so many judgements, all preconceived. It's out my character for me to feed into you so give it a rest. You must admire me spending so much time on me consuming your head.
I can't take no more, I think it's time for me to let it all out. I can't take no more, why does my name always come up in your mouth?
Where do you hate me for? I'm so tired of all of these lies. I can't take no more, no more, no more."
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There's like a million kinds of crazy and I kind of like mine.
"I break like a crystal cup, into a million little pieces but I'll pick me up. Don't just stare at me, take care of me. Don't let them tell you fucked up isn't fine. There's like a million kinds of crazy and I kind of like mine. I'm not a problem that needs solving, and you can't bleed what's already bled. And if you only knew the shit that rolls around in my head you'd be a little more fragile when handling me. You see, I heal quickly.
Do you break me open just to see if I still bleed? Do you break me open just to see what's underneath? Do you find in the way I never mind that you could never break me open. Just you see, just you see.
You fight like stones and sticks, but I've never known a cut that I couldn't fix. These bruises make sweet music and you want words but you want me dumb. Now you're playing catch with a loaded gun. You can't tell me how to write this one. No take backs, it's already said. And if you only knew the shit that rolls around in my head you'd be a little more fragile when handling me. You see, I heal quickly.
You can't take what's mine- it's mine. You can't make me silent with violence. You shake your finger at me and expect I'll change. I suggest your plans have to be rearranged.
I might break like a crystal cup, into a million little pieces but I'll pick me up. Don't just stare at me, take care of me. You can't kill what's already dead. And if you only knew the shit that rolls around in my head you'd be a little more fragile when handling me. You see, I heal quickly."
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Greatness.

Two years ago - 411 views
Greatness.
"Heavy is the head that wears the crown. Don't ever let greatness get you down."
But I guess you thought love tastes so much better when it's cruel.
"Loving you was easy, playing by the rules. But I guess you thought love tastes so much better when it's cruel. To you everything was just a game, and I must say you played me good. But after all, I want you. I want you so much more than I should. Maybe I was naïve and wide-eyed, but you made me see that you don't get to taste the honey without the sting of the bee.
I got my hands up to take your aim. Yes, I am ready. There ain't nothing that I won't do, walk a thousand miles on broken glass. It won't stop me from make my way back to you. I guess I can say it's not real until you feel the pain. Because nothing ever hurted like you."